
There's no chance to stay here anymore
Everything here reeks of mold and pain
The dried blood on the mattress keeps me awake
Anxiety attacks have turned me into a zombie
Verse 2
My dry mouth screams into the pillow
Hundreds of empty bottles litter the floor
Living like a sick, old rat in the dark
I think I’ve forgotten who lives here anymore
Chorus
I looked at the sun just to feel something
Maybe burning my eyelids will help me wake
From this schizophrenic, paranoid nightmare
I wish I could believe they don’t all hate me
Verse 3
There's no chance I’ll go out for a walk
Human contact just leaves me terrified
My stomach’s queasy, I’m always sick
I stare at old photos and don’t see myself
Verse 4
I only smile when I’m overwhelmed with anxiety
Sweating all night long even when I’m cold
I’ve taken so many pills I’ve lost the count
Maybe it’s time to just shut it all off
Chorus
I looked at the sun just to feel something
Maybe burning my eyelids will help me wake
From this schizophrenic, paranoid nightmare
I wish I could believe they don’t all hate me
Bridge
Stop telling me to think of everyone else
Stop piling more guilt on my shoulders
Stop telling me to think of everyone else
Stop piling more guilt on my shoulders
Chorus
I looked at the sun just to feel something
Maybe burning my eyelids will help me wake
From this schizophrenic, paranoid nightmare
I wish I could believe they don’t all hate me
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