Janani K. Jha - Hellbent (Official Audio)

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"Hellbent" is a song about agency, about the choices we make that are sometimes confusing to even ourselves. I wrote it after dreaming about a staring down a metaphorical cliff face, one that lead to a mysterious world below; the dream ended with me deciding to make the leap of faith, and when I woke up, I had the song's chorus stuck in my head.

A fun fact about the day I made "Hellbent" -- I had worked with this song's producer previously on a song I loved called "The Maze,” & I couldn’t get this one vocal motif from the outro of "The Maze" out of my head. I asked the producer to play it through the studio speakers, & then reverse it. We then proceeded to create the entire song over that one repeated line—stripped piano chorus, a cappella greek chorus intro, synth post-chorus, & all. If you listen closely to certain moments in the track, you can still hear the motif in the background.

It feels very fitting to me that “Hellbent” was built off of a reversed vocal from “The Maze,” because in my head, these songs are two sides of the same coin. “The Maze” tells the story of someone making it through a metaphorical labyrinth, & “Hellbent” tells the story of someone willingly choosing to enter it, jumping into it from a great height to feel, if only for a moment, like they’re flying. There are chapters of the story that take place in between these two milestones, of course, but I’m thrilled to begin this new era of music with these two songs.

From the bottom of my heat, thank you so much for being here. This is only the beginning, and I'm so grateful to have you for each step of this journey.

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LYRICS:
Here’s the tale I’ve come to tell
Of two options when it comes to Hell:
Simmer in the ashes,
Let the flames lick your thighs, or
Go through it and back and fall out the other side

Watch me fall from grace
Just to see if things will change
Life was full of only dead ends
Now I’m hellbent

Showtime, but I’m gettin’ stage fright
Wanna roll dice, but I’m scared of snake eyes
Now I’m tired of the late nights
Uninspired as a playwright
May I take five and fall by the wayside?

When things get predictable I just wanna scream (ah!)

Watch me fall from grace (watch me fall from)
So things will change (just so things will change)
Life was full of only dead ends
Now I’m hellbent

Can’t stop me now
I’m already on the way down
Saw the edge and then I shook
Then I leapt before I looked, uh (x2)

Always work hard, and I always play safe
F*ck it, I jumped off, now listen to that heart rate
If I want it all to pay off
Must embrace a little chaos
I won’t play God, but maybe I’ll play Dante

When things get predictable I just wanna scream (ah!)

Can’t stop me now (now)
I’m already on the way down
Saw the ledge and then I shook (I shook)
Then I leapt before I looked, uh (no)

Here’s the tale I’ve come to tell
Of two options when it comes to Hell:
Burn right into ashes,
Let the flames take your fight, or
Go through it and back and fall out the other side

I’ll fall from grace
So things will change
Life was full of only dead ends
Now I’m hellbent