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Country Lunatic™
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I don’t need another bottle I don’t need another prayer I need her but she ain’t here and now I don’t know if I’m alive or just stuck breathin’

How do I get through one fuckin’ night without you this is just a grave I keep wakin’ up to I still reach for your ghost like you might come back but all I grab is regret and a panic attack you were my peace when the pills had me twisted now I’m itchin’ for closure in rooms you existed your side of the bed still smells like goodbye I punch the air like it’ll tell me why you held my hand when my hope was gone now hope is a casket I carry alone

If you ever leave and baby you did you took my flame and left this kid swingin’ fists at the night like it knows your name tryna wrestle with love and all this pain how do I how do I how do I say goodbye

So how the do I live without you how do I how do I how do I live without you how do I wake when I still want you how do I how do I how do I stand on two broke knees how do I breathe when you were my peace how do I how do I how the fuck do I live how do I how do I how do I say goodbye

Your toothbrush still sittin’ like you just stepped out your boots by the door still dare me to shout I talk to your picture like it’s got a pulse but even the glass won’t give me results every radio song’s like a funeral hymn and the wind outside howls like you left it with him your voice was my anchor when the meth had me driftin’ now I’m lost as fuck and this pain ain't liftin’ you said forever then dipped mid-verse left me singin’ to scars and whiskey that hurts

You didn’t just leave you erased the best parts of me I ain’t mad at you I’m mad at time it didn’t freeze the day you stopped bein’ mine

How do I say goodbye

So how the fuck do I live without you how do I how do I how do I live without you how do I wake when I still want you how do I how do I how do I stand on two broke knees how do I breathe when you were my peace how do I how do I how the fuck do I live how do I how do I how do I say goodbye

So how the fuck do I say goodbye how do I when every second I still see your eyes how do I you were my truth my light my prayer now I’m screamin’ to a God who ain’t ever there you were the reason I got clean from the flame now I’m dirty again just whisperin’ your name

I held you through hell I stood in your pain took punches from life just to shield your name we lost a child we lost a house but I never once thought you’d walk out I stayed when it rained I stayed when it burned now I'm readin' your goodbye like a lesson unlearned I saw it comin’ yeah I just played dumb like maybe our love still had room to run now I sit in this silence chokin’ on pride tryna remember how the fuck to survive how do I

So how do I live without you please tell me how how do I how do I do I carry this love when you laid it down how do I walk through these haunted halls how do I how do I when I still hear your laugh bounce off the walls how do I how do I Tryna remember how the fuck to survive how do I

So how do I live without you please tell me how how do I how do I do I carry this love when you laid it down how do I walk through these haunted halls how do I how do I when I still hear your laugh bounce off the walls how do I how do I how the fuck do I survive

I gave you everything the rage the rhyme the broken-down trailer the borrowed time I turned my back on the dope the crew just to build somethin’ real with you and now you’re a ghost with a heartbeat gone and I’m singin’ to shadows with how do I say goodbye and still live right how do I how do I how do I smile with no end in sight how do I how the fuck do I breathe when my lungs gave out how do I how the fuck do I scream when I ain’t got a shout how do I how do Isay goodbye how do I I don’t

I don’t I just keep wakin’ up but that don’t mean I’m alive not since the day you walked out how do I how do I how do I