I don't think people understand this song. It's a song about when you feel okay but everyone else thinks you're not. (Translation) I have a very good memory so this song is not about me right now but when I was younger without goals and I still have no clear goals in life. This is not a song about people with real problems who have to go see a therapist. This song is about people having comments or opinions that have no clear instructions on how to be better they just think you suck.
[Verse]
World got me wild, banana bread with no butter (The world got me going insane they say I'm a toast without any flavor aka a person without goals)
They say I'm loony, stuck in life's clutter (they say I'm crazy, thinking all the time about the small things)
Mirror's reflection, see a jester in the panes (maybe they see what they don't like about themselves)
Lost in the spiral, dancing in the rain (going in circles doing the same thing going nowhere)
[Verse 2]
Doctor's chair feels colder than my heart (people's opinions/judgments are very harsh)
They say I need fixing, life's falling apart (They say get your life together have a goal do something)
Prescription paper, rolling up my dreams (people's comments without a solution don't help anyone, why bother)(comments like do something have no meaning. What is that something?)
Crazy in their eyes, sanity in my schemes (where they find fault I say I'm okay with it)
[Chorus]
Therapy session, spilling thoughts on the grid (People's none stop orders and comments to be more than who I am, just slip through my ears because I'm happy)
World's losing grip, but I'm the one slid? (crazy news I hear every day but it seems my issues are bigger to some people)
Crazy's just a word, fools wield to sever (everyone has their opinion, but why do they have ones only to hurt others)
Sanity's a myth, we’re all lost forever (if so then how are everyone else's lives so much better when I don't take any issue on how I live?)
[Bridge]
Voices in my head, louder than the city's roar (the voices that tell me I should please others instead of just being happy)
Madness is a ship, lost on this endless shore (People's opinion seems to never end)
Counting pills like blessings, soul feeling numb (Just do anything so I don't have to deal with others but it's been so long their words seem to have no meaning now)
World's crazy twisted, but I'm the labeled dumb (the world is seeking gains but I'm the one they have negative feelings about for not having goals and thinks I'm stupid)
[Verse 3]
Mind's a maze, no exit sign in sight (I like to think about problems even when there are no clear solutions in sight)
Nights filled with worry, problem ain't the night (opinions matter to me and I don't sleep well sometimes at night)
Chasing shadows, looking for the light (trying to fix how others see me so they can see me in the light)
They say I'm crazy, maybe they ain't right (They say I'm crazy when they are the ones seeking a goal with no end in sight)
[Chorus]
Therapy session, spilling thoughts on the grid (People's none stop orders to be more than who I am just slips through my ears)
World's losing grip, but I'm the one slid? (crazy news I hear every day but it seems my issues are bigger to some people)
Crazy's just a word, fools wield to sever (everyone has their opinion, but why do they have one only to hurt others)
Sanity's a myth, we’re all lost forever (if so then how are everyone else's lives so much better when I don't take any issue on how I live?)