Елена Агаркова написала прекрасные стихи: «Вы видели, каким бывает шторм…», её слова – это моё состояние души. 14 октября – сорок дней, как моя дочь покинула наш мир.
Я прошу прощения у Бога, я прошу прощенье у небес…
And I ask forgiveness from heaven...
Elena Agarkova wrote beautiful poems: "You've seen what a storm can be...", her words are my state of mind. October 14 – forty days since my daughter left our world.
I ask forgiveness from God, I ask forgiveness from heaven…
Have you seen what a storm is like?
Have you heard what a scream is like?
Do you know what kind of pain there is?
And what is a dead end in life?
And I had to stand on the shore…
And into the abyss, with pain, to tear your throat…
The soul groaned: "I can't do it anymore..."
And I couldn't find a way out...
And I couldn't find a way out...
despair.... And the head with a needle
Piercing thoughts - to live or not to live?
I was alone with myself then -
And only I could decide for myself....
My thoughts were interrupted by a blow from heaven -
the Lord said: "I created - it's up to me to decide!
You look around…Look, there you see - the forest?
The trunk has not yet been cut down to lie in it."
All thoughts were blown to pieces -
The heavenly voice was so strong…
And tears flowed down my cheeks... flowed...
"Thank you, Lord, for saving me now..."
The sea is calm... the forest is quiet...
my weakened soul is sleeping…
And I ask forgiveness from heaven