
[Verse 1]
I used to have love for life
now I have love for the knife
like O.J. stalking his wife
with self-inflicted cuts my wrists are rife
In this hand of poker
I'm no longer the joker
I'm going out of control like a crack smoker
in this self-immolation I am the stoker
like Richard Pryor, I set myself on fire
I'm always taking things down to the wire
waiting until the situation is much too dire
like Icarus, I'm a highflier
but now I'm falling
Jo Jo Dancer your life is calling
can't get up, so I'm crawling
my problems are snowballing
and the blizzard is still squalling
[Chorus]
I think I'm going mad
failure to lift off of this launchpad
nobody is answering this want ad
I'm not wanted
my emotional growth has been stunted
I've been swinging for the fences
but I only bunted
the ball is rolling
like I was bowling
the pitcher is strolling to pick it up
like he's just trolling
[Verse 2]
It's not really my style to try to figure out where things went wrong
I never thought I would air my grievances in a song
I'm being pulled in so many directions like Stretch Armstrong
I'm not Chuck Barris but I'm giving my life's performance the gong
and it keeps ringing
so loud that I can no longer hear the chorus singing
onto this surfboard I'm clinging
buffeted by every wave this storm is bringing
I refuse to drown
I won't stay down
I'll proudly wear the seaweed as a crown
When I resurface
[Chorus]
I think I'm going mad
failure to lift off of this launchpad
nobody is answering this want ad
I'm not wanted
my emotional growth has been stunted
I've been swinging for the fences
but I only bunted
the ball is rolling
like I was bowling
the pitcher is strolling to pick it up
like he's just trolling
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