
Swear I see a shadow move where you used to play
And I donāt know if Iām losinā itā¦
Or if losinā you broke somethinā that donāt grow back.
I yell at Godā¦
And I donāt care if He hears me.
Sometimes I cryā¦
But the fucked up thing is ā thatās all the time.
I think of you sometimes, then I think too long
Next thing I know, every damn thing feels wrong
Couch still got that dent where you used to sit
And the quiet in this house? Man, it fucks with my grip
I walk in circles, breakinā plates for nothinā
Heart so loud, canāt hear no percussion
Bible on the shelf, but I aināt touched it
āCause if God was love ā why the fuck would He crush it?
I breathe like Iām buried, move like Iām chained
Smile in the mirror but itās soaked in pain
Folks say āheal,ā but I aināt got the spine
To pretend Iām whole ā Iām cracked all the time
All the time, Iām fallinā down, canāt climb
All the time, Iām lost, stuck in rewind
All the time, that hole in my chest wonāt close
All the time, it rains, but it donāt show
I scream at the sky ātil my throat goes dry
I cuss out the Lord and then ask Him why
I donāt say your name ā but you're still the line
That cuts through my soul ā all the time
Sometimes I sit where your laugh once lived
Silence hits harder than a goddamn fist
I still keep your things in that old top drawer
Aināt touched āem in months ā canāt do it no more
Tried therapy, liquor, and ridinā at night
But none of that shit ever makes it right
I tear through rooms like a storm with legs
Hopinā the wreckage will make me forget
But it donāt ā it just leaves me numb
Like Iām walkinā through fire but Iām too far gone
I donāt feel peace, I donāt feel time
Just a weight in my chest thatās yours, not mine
All the time, Iām fallinā down, canāt climb
All the time, Iām lost, stuck in rewind
All the time, that hole in my chest wonāt close
All the time, it rains, but it donāt show
I scream at the sky ātil my throat goes dry
I cuss out the Lord and then ask Him why
I donāt say your name ā but you're still the line
That cuts through my soul ā all the time
Sometimes I dream and you walk right in
Sometimes I wake up and break again
Sometimes I laugh, then I feel like shit
Like movinā onās a goddamn sin
Sometimes I pray just to curse His name
Sometimes I sit in the cold and blame
The air, the stars, my breath, the moon
Anything but the fact that you left too soon
I don't want peace, I don't want light
I want one more chance to make it right
One more hug, one more ānight-nightā
But I get stone walls and long-ass nights
I ain't okay ā not even close
I still smell your hair in your winter coat
Still hear your laugh in the static hum
Still feel your hand when the breeze comes
But you're gone, and Iām left behind
With a broken clock that bleeds through time
And every tick just says youāre mine ā
But gone... all the time
All the time, Iām fallinā down, canāt climb
All the time, Iām lost, stuck in rewind
All the time, that hole in my chest wonāt close
All the time, it rains, but it donāt show
I scream at the sky ātil my throat goes dry
I cuss out the Lord and then ask Him why
I donāt say your name ā but you're still the line
That haunts every step ā all the time
You aināt gotta say goodbye...
When goodbye already screams every second you're alive.
And I hear it...
All the time.
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