
A restless shadow haunting my soul
Not pain, not loss — just an empty space
A hollow part I could never replace
I searched for someone who could make me right
To fill the gaps left in endless night
You stepped in silent, fitting like a key
Unlocking pieces I could barely see
Your smile pulled back the walls I built
Exposing cracks I thought had stilled
For a moment, I was almost whole
So I let you settle deep in my soul
Come and complete me
Though I break inside
I never was whole
Before you arrived
You bring me peace
But I lose control
To love you
I had to give up my soul
I traded pieces
One by one
And found that love is losing
Not won
Now all I know
What I’m forced to do
Is lose myself
Only to find you
I changed without a warning or fight
My voice grew quiet, lost in the night
Thoughts once mine blurred with your face
I lost the lines, I lost my place
Said yes too often when I meant no
Until I could no longer hold my soul
You never asked me to disappear
But love’s not loud, it’s quiet and severe
It takes without words, and leaves behind
A hollow shell where life used to shine
Now when I see who I used to be
I’m just a ghost of what’s lost in me
Come and complete me
Though I break inside
I never was whole
Before you arrived
You bring me peace
But I lose control
To love you
I had to give up my soul
I traded pieces
One by one
And found that love is losing
Not won
Now all I know
What I’m forced to do
Is lose myself
Only to find you
They say love fills the gaps inside
But sometimes filling means to divide
I gave you all — my pieces torn
To find myself lost and torn
If I never lose myself in you
How can I call this love true?
Come and complete me
Though I break inside
I never was whole
Before you arrived
You bring me peace
But I lose control
To love you
I had to give up my soul
I traded pieces
One by one
And found that love is losing
Not won
Now all I know
What I’m forced to do
Is lose myself
Only to find you
Come and complete me
Though I break inside
I never was whole
Before you arrived
You bring me peace
But I lose control
To love you
I had to give up my soul
I traded pieces
One by one
And found that love is losing
Not won
Now all I know
What I’m forced to do
Is lose myself
Only to find you
Hello everyone!
"Lose Myself" has two different versions: a "rock ballad" and a "post-metal" rendition. I’d love to hear which one resonates with you more!
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