
I didn’t choose to be here suffering
I wanted to stay in the void
I was never happy around here
(verse 2)
Childhood, screaming, abandonment
Absence of the one who brought me here
A sadness I couldn’t understand
The TV became my teacher
(pre chorus)
They came, changes
And I felt even more alone
Happiness, only inside the box
Lying to myself made me smile
(chorus)
I was never happy
I was never happy
I was never happy
I was never happy
(verse)
Humiliated, beaten
Growing up with no guidance
I learned to scream in silence
And more changes came to haunt me
(pre chorus)
I learned to answer with violence
And scare everyone around me
I never fit in anywhere
Alcohol became my brother
(chorus)
I was never happy
I was never happy
I was never happy
I was never happy
(bridge)
My only fragile support was gone
In mourning, I just wanted to be high
I still tried to do something good
But too depressed, I failed
(pre chorus)
Fragile bridges were raised
But so weak, they collapse on me
When I crawl out from the rubble
It’s already too late for me
(chorus)
I was never happy
I was never happy
I was never happy
I was never happy
Blind, I must guide my two roots
For them, I haven’t given up
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