
lately, things have been different then i would like bro
everybody else has there shit together and i don't
my minds broken, my livers gettin denied hope
i quit my therapy, liquors lettin me die slow
a suicide note written on my PC
my friends are wicked but as if there gonna need me
now i'm grippin on a vb
reminisin, missin my ex misses, this has not been easy
and when i see weed, i start to crave it
then i'm treatin my inner demon like were half related
i cant contain it, im ashamed at how that lager tasted
when i popped that Ritalin, in a minute my heart was racin
its like the raft of satan, i have no control
i did a line of coke to try provoke my broken soul
it broke the mold and left my brain with an open hole
now im poppin biccies, for shitty problems they wont resolve
i only folded, coz that was the only option left
im so tempted to pack a cone and to block the stress
and to my mum, i had to show that i want the best
for my future, didnt happen tho coz i got arrested
i guess i thought i left that life in the pass
i'd let it slide but i'm startin to recognise that i cant
depression, i can just mask, when injestin wine from a cask
and gettin blinded, jeprodising, every mind in my path
ive been drivin my car drunk in an emotional state
alone when its late, so i just wanna go to a mates
and trust me, i know that most of you are noble and great
but please somebody help, coz i'm over this place
Yes, i know there are heaps of spelling mistakes.