Kingsley Scanlon - brain cancer (Official Audio)

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LYRICS:

All of this time
Walking around the earth like you
Like you

But all of this time
Spent walking around I never knew
I never knew

Burned into my eyes
And onto the film, it can’t be true
It can’t be true

I'm not ready to die
But you can’t take them out now can you
Can you

My thoughts, my ambitions, with worms eating through
My memories infested with maggots, who knew?
Unfixable, hopeless, too many to count
Nothing to do but just sit here and watch as my

Thoughts, my ambitions start culturing mould and just
How can I think still when most of its gone? will I
Be cursed to think still when all of it’s gone? Oh you
Can’t just expect me to keep going strong when my

Thoughts, my ambitions are covered in holes
How can I think now when all of it’s gone? And I’m
Not the same person I’ve been all along but there's
Nothing to do but just sit here and watch as my

Thoughts, my ambitions are covered in holes, oh my
Thoughts, my ambitions are covered in holes, and I’m
Not the same person I’ve been all along oh you
Can’t just expect me to keep going strong

I’ll never feel the warmth of your
hands. I’ll never grow into a
man. I'll never see the transit of
venus, I promised I’d see it when I’m an old man

I’ll never be realer than you
I’ll never not have something to do and
If could help it then wouldn't I try
I don't wanna die, wish I never knew

I’ll never rest, I’ll never last
So many shows only watch em so fast
Too many things, I wish I could change, but
Let’s just be honest I’d do them again

If doctors can't help me then why do they try
Why give me a chance when I’d much die from these
Bugs in my brain there’s too many to count
Nothing to do but just sit here and watch as the

Flowers and trees live an ignorant life
Unknown to regrets if they life or they die and I
Don’t want to go oh I don’t want to live but I
Don’t want to go just a little bit longer I

Don’t even stand by the things that I said I
Wasted my time thinking thoughts in my head when I
Could’ve just loved you, but going again oh I’d
Make sure to punch this wall just a bit harder I’ll

Kill all the beetles, the flowers and trees, I’ll
Preheat my brain to a thousand degrees and I’m
Fried and you’re terrified, don’t want to look, but there’s
Nothing to do but just sit here and watch as the

Flowers and trees live an ignorant life
Unknown to regrets if they life or they die and I
Don’t want to go oh I don’t want to live but I
Don’t want to go just a little bit longer I

Don’t even stand by the things that I said I
Wasted my time thinking thoughts in my head when I
Could’ve just loved you, but going again oh I’d
Make sure to punch this wall just a bit harder I’ll

Kill all the beetles, the flowers and trees, I’ll
Preheat my brain to a thousand degrees and I’m
Fried and you’re terrified, don’t want to look, but there’s
Nothing to do but just sit here and watch as my-

Oh its over