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0:00 1. i was only temporary
1:33 2. a way out w/ Miranda Rain
3:39 3. i feel worthless w/ Miranda Rain
5:55 4. life, on hold
7:14 5. perpetual
9:35 6. numb
11:12 7. novocaine
12:56 8. we're all we've got
14:50 9. i need a purpose
16:41 10. you only cared about you
18:34 11. i can't breathe
19:38 12. survive myself
22:19 13. leaving
23:43 14. i know how i'll die
25:06 15. evanesce
26:27 16. regardless of what you think,
30:35 17. ur my safe place w/ Miranda Rain
32:58 18. hold me w/ Miranda Rain
34:41 19. non feelings
37:24 20. i could save you
39:51 21. you couldn't be bothered
44:00 22. play this when i can't sleep
48:06 23. the weight of the world
50:21 24. i see dead people
52:37 25. my sign to retreat
54:41 26. it can't be helped
the animation is not a game (yet), it is custom made to look like me. you can see myself / the mask in other IRL videos here on this channel.
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11 hour playlist of these songs
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my BEST songs only (nothing is real)
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here is the story of "nothing is real" for anyone who wishes to read about it.
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the last track in this mix (26), along with (16), and (21), are from my "nothing is real" album series ♥
i hope this playlist helps you sleep, or relax, and try not to overthink