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0:00 1. when you're not home w/ Miranda Rain- nothing is real, part XX
3:05 2. like i was never here. - nothing is real, part IV
7:43 3. and it's her, - nothing is real, part XVIII
11:38 4. i only exist; - nothing is real, part II
16:41 5. just outside my thoughts - nothing is real, part XIV
19:10 6. what's left of me - nothing is real, part XIX
22:50 7. she's all i see - nothing is real, part XV
25:59 8. i fuck up everything - nothing is real, part XVII
30:48 9. and still - nothing is real, part XII
34:10 10. you're not who you think - nothing is real, part X
38:11 11. we're all we've got - nothing is real part XXI
40:02 12. i'm not crying - nothing is real, part XIX
43:26 13. U FCKN SUCK w/HANGMAN - nothing is real, part XV
45:28 14. just what i'm going thru; - nothing is real, part XVI
49:55 15. i wish someone knew, - nothing is real, part XVI
52:46 16. good try, kid - nothing is real, part XVI
54:43 17. you're a bad person - nothing is real, part XX
01:00:14 18. nobody sees me - nothing is real, part IV
the animation is not a game (yet), it is custom made to look like me. you can see myself / the mask in other IRL videos here on this channel.
thanks for all the support of my song " i was only temporary "
if you liked these songs, i have 21 albums of them, and i write more every year since 2018. the 9 hour playlist is below with all 21 albums, every song...
here is the story of "nothing is real" for anyone who wishes to read about it.
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all my links
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⚠⚠⚠(9 hour playlist) (nothing is real) my BEST songs only
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11 hour playlist of my songs like "i was only temporary"
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not that it matters, but every sound in all my music is made by myself! all instruments, vocals etc; performed, mixed/mastered and recorded live at home. perhaps one day in my old age, i will make videos playing my instruments, but i've always found it a bit pointless and show-off'y.
music is something we hear, i never really cared to watch it happen. i like to enjoy music with my eyes closed in bed, drifting away thinking about my life, my future. i don't say this to put anyone down who needs help making music, but i just wanted to say it to hopefully inspire.
i have zero music training, i don't know theory, or anything like that. it's not like i hold any authority, music is subjective. there may be someone reading this laughing saying "who does this guy think he is? this music is bad!) i just wanted to mention it incase there are people who want to make music, but were told they need lessons or training. you dont. i have had none. i still try. and well. there seem to be a growing amount here that also like this music, so i will leave it at that. anyways, i just really love music and it's the only thing that makes me feel like i have a purpose. i spend all day everyday making new music. 90% of it is never released. thanks for listening. more on the way, always.