I, I don't know what to feel
everythings so unreal
since you're gone away
and I gotta stay
you never know what you've got
until it's what you've had
ain't it sad, ain't it sad
if these feelings come
just to go away
again why does it hurt to be free
there are songs to remember
there are songs to forget
but there's little I regret
our love was to good to be true
now it's gone with the dew
which has dried like the tears
leaving no souvenirs
at the break of day
when sweet nothing fade away
like this time it won't be the same
it's just a game
out of sight and out of touch
I wouldn't think about it all too much
just like the question of existence as such
and now as I lay on the field
the decline it is sealed
due to the wind and the rain
only my teeth will remain
there's no future there's no past
time goes by lightening fast
better hurry up before it's too late
life won't wait
and let bygones be bygones
cause as sweet as it seemed
it was only when we dreamed
on the days gone by
I have seen the tide
and the seasons come and go
printing the years
I passed many a decade
watched a century fade
saw a millenium die
still I don't know why
Is it for something greater
will I enter the hall
will I meet my creator
will there be someone at all
still the road to redemption is long
a song is a song
still I don't know what to feel
everythings so unreal
The Mercenary (2009)