
Lunatic Nation™
F.O.W.B Independent Records™
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we used to sit up talkin' all night, just ramblin'
laughin’ at dumb shit, no plans, just scramblin’
you’d tell me your dreams, i'd tell you my fears
you'd wipe off my tears like you been here for years your voice was my calm, your touch was my fire
i thought i found heaven when i climbed through your wire
we’d fall asleep with the phone still on,
now i sleep with silence — where the hell did it all go wrong?
i ain’t even mad, baby, i’m confused as hell
we had a bond so deep, it felt like a spell
but now it's dry talk, cold eyes, fake smiles
and you act like i been botherin’ you for miles
was i just a phase you was passin’ through?
was i ever really home to you?
'cause goddamn, i swore you meant what you said
but the love you gave me now feels cold and dead
you busy again, huh? plans fall through
but they never do when it’s someone else but you
you got time for your phone, your shows, your scene
but not for the one who loved you through everything
i ain't beggin’, but shit, it’s killin’ me slow
you used to need me, now you just tell me "go"
i bring it up, try to talk, try to fix it
you roll your eyes, tell me i’m just too sensitive
we used to be magic, now we just tragic
i’m holdin’ on to ashes while you vanish like habits
i reach for your love, but your warmth turned cold
and i’m sleepin’ with ghosts in a bed meant for souls
every night i wonder, where the hell did you go?
you right beside me, but you don’t feel close
i say i’m hurt, you say i’m trippin’ again
turn my pain into guilt like i’m the villain again
nah, baby, that ain’t love, that’s manipulation
and i’m dyin’ for what we had — not this imitation
bestie" now? girl, are you hearin' yourself?
i thought i was more than a book you’d put back on the shelf
guess i wasn’t good enough, guess i dreamed too deep
while you switched up on me like love was cheap
you turned out to be that dream come true
but dreams end like nightmares when they ain’t built true
and i swear, girl, i gave you all i had
but you left me standin' here feelin’ like a fool so bad
you said, “we were that word” — like we were real
you know the one, the one you said you’d feel
but now you laugh, say that’s just you and your cat?
well, fuck that. nah, baby, it ain’t cute, it’s wack
i take shit to heart, you always knew that too
so don’t downplay my love like it was never true
you say you feel things deeper, but not like i do
’cause i’m still bleedin’ from the wounds you never knew
if you ever cared, even a little bit
you’d see how bad i’m hurtin’ and try to fix this shit
but you brush it off, blame me, act like i’m wild
like the man who loved you is just some fucked-up child
i ain’t perfect, no — but i was real as fuck
gave you my soul, and that still wasn’t enough
i ain’t tryin’ to trap you, i just wanted us strong
but maybe the love i felt been gone all along
we used to be magic, now we just tragic
i’m holdin’ on to ashes while you vanish like habits
i reach for your love, but your warmth turned cold
and i’m sleepin’ with ghosts in a bed meant for souls
every night i wonder, where the hell did you go?
you right beside me, but you don’t feel close
i say i’m hurt, you say i’m trippin’ again
turn my pain into guilt like i’m the villain again
nah, baby, that ain’t love, that’s manipulation
and i’m dyin’ for what we had — not this imitation
shit, it’s the little things that cut the deepest
like how you don’t notice when my mood's the bleakest
how i stopped bringin’ things up just to keep the peace
but silence is poison, and now love’s deceased
i ain’t tryin’ to hold you where you don’t wanna be
but don’t play victim when it was you that left me
with open wounds, unanswered texts
sittin’ here guessin’ who gon’ love you next
you say i’m too much? well, i gave you my all
and now i’m just another name you won’t call
funny how fast we turned into strangers
when i used to be your safe from all them dangers
i got a heart that remembers every good day
and it’s bleedin’ every time you look the other way
so if you leavin’, just say that shit
don’t leave me hangin’ while you play that script
don’t gaslight my pain, don’t act like i’m not
the same fuckin’ man that gave you all i got
we was supposed to grow, now we just decayin’
love ain't supposed to feel like constantly prayin'
for time, attention, a glance, or a touch
how the fuck did somethin’ so right hurt this much?
i hope you remember when you hear our song
that i loved you loud and you loved me wrong
but i ain't your puppet, and i ain’t no fool
so if this is the end — just know i loved you true.