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Hi all, I wanna tell you a story about my girlfriend, the girl who is actually the main character in "don't wanna feel'.
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Here's the short version:
Lisa, my girlfriend, lives with borderline (bpd), a mental illness that affects her ability to manage emotions. She’s been going through a tough time mentally and physically lately.
Imagine feeling the euphoria of falling in love for the first time and the pain of your first heartbreak, tenfold. That's Lisa's reality. There are times when she wishes she could just hit pause and take a break from the storm of feelings.
So, inspired by her strength and resilience, I wrote this song in secret for her. I blocked my girlfriend on social media—she didn’t know it at the time—to ask my Instagram and TikTok community to come together to create a gift of words and photos to give to her on the day of the song release. She wasn’t aware of anything going on online and had no idea that we were all creating a wonderful present for her, making the surprise even better!
I want to thank every single one of you for helping to make this thoughtful gift for her. It truly moved me to see everyone coming together, sharing love, sharing stories, supporting each other and creating a safe space. Thank you so so much.
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