
This contemplation is not just philosophical; it resonates with the speaker's emotional journey in the lyrics. They reveal a life filled with pain yet punctuated by unexpected joy. The contrast between a troubled past and a present filled with love leads to questions about the nature of happiness. The speaker, despite having a loving partner, grapples with disbelief: do they truly deserve this happiness, or is it a fleeting illusion?
The lyrics delve into themes of vulnerability and skepticism, portraying a heart scarred by loss yet confronted with a love that is both redemptive and daunting. The speakerās partner embodies both salvation and fear, raising the question of whether happiness can coexist with past trauma. The refrain, āIt donāt happen like thisānah, not to me!ā encapsulates the speaker's lifelong doubts. Their deep love stands in stark contrast to their troubled history, casting doubt on the validity of their joy.
Ultimately, the exploration reveals a profound narrative: reconciling lived experiences with the possibility of happiness. It questions whether joy is an attainable state for those wrestling with their past. Can a battered soul reclaim their narrative and rewrite their story of sorrow into one of fulfillment? Even amid disillusionment, can joy ignite and inspire one to embrace love's mysteries?
This inquiry highlights the complexities of human existence, the potential for transformation, and the hope that a fairy tale ending might still be within reach, even during life's darkest moments.
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lyrics -
It don't happen like this...
Not to me.
Aināt no man gets all thisā
Not without some twisted catch in the fine print...
Had a lifetime of loss, slept cold in my pain,
Woke up to rain, now it's money in the bank,
Got a queen in my bed, knows every damn kink,
Never told her a word, but she still in sync.
She say my name like a prayer and a threat,
Kissinā my scars like she donāt got regrets,
She whisper my dreams āfore I speak āem out loud,
Now Iām wonderinā how the fuck this playinā out now.
Used to count pills, now I count checks,
Used to get ghosted, now she breakinā necks
If another chick stares too long at my chestā
I ain't used to love... Iām used to stress.
She cook what I crave, say what I think,
She bring up my fetishes while pourin' a drink,
She my sin, my savior, my storm, my crownā
And I still feel like the devil lurkin' roundā¦
It donāt happen like thisāhell nah, it donāt!
Not for a broke-down thug with a heart full of ghosts.
You the baddest bitch Iāve ever seen with my eyes,
And I donāt trust nothin' that feels this right.
You gave me heaven, now Iām starinā at hellā
Are you God or a demon in a bombshell shell?
You gave me the worldāso whatās cominā next?
You gonā pull the rug soon as I build that nest.
Now Iām up at night, wide-eyed in my bed,
You kiss my chest, Iām thinkinā "Am I dead?"
Am I in the dirt dreamin' ābout a life I aināt live?
A fantasy gift that the Reaper donāt give?
'Cause it donāt make sense, this donāt add up,
She suck out my pain and fill up my cup.
She ride me like war, like love in a cage,
And she moan out my name like she readinā my page.
Got cash in my pocket, and her in my sheets,
She fuck like a goddess and pray at my feet.
She donāt ask questions, she just know the truthā
And I aināt never had no proof⦠til you.
She wear my hoodie, singinā outlaw tunes,
She lick my wounds when I howl at the moon.
I swear this loveās too good to be freeā
So who the fuck paid the price for me?
It donāt happen like thisānah, not to me!
I been cursed since birth, ain't no fairytale G.
Now I got money, a queen, and peaceā
And thatās exactly why I donāt trust this feast.
You gave me heaven, now Iām watchinā the clouds,
Waitinā for lightning to tear it all down.
You gave me love... the kind that burns slowā
So tell me the twist, whatās the next blow?
Iām not the type that winsā¦
Iām the type that buries what he loves...
So why the fuck do I feel so full?
Why do you look at me like I'm enough?
I aināt sayinā I donāt want itāhell, I do...
I just donāt believe itās true.
'Cause it donāt happen like thisā¦
Not for a man like me.
Not without a price.
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