
Since were approaching the 5 year anniversary of her death, I thought I'd write this about her... im too emotional to make a video for it, sorry... the song kinda repeats the lyrics which is annoying but it at least still captures the overall feeling...this was the first AI song I ever made and just revisited it and thought maybe I should share it... I dunno, I just miss her so much and life really is a shitty place without her in it.. I wish I could've introduced her to all of you so you really get why she's such a hard person to get over... her dream was to do YouTube skits and she'd always ask me to help her set it up and because I was so much more focused on drugs at the time, I put it on the backburner and never got to get her comedy out there for the world to see just how much of a comedic genius she was... my heart breaks with guilt thinking about this and shes a huge reason why I started doing lives and making videos as some kind of legacy for her...ok I'll stop writing like this is a goddamn diary entry lol love you guys xx