felt called to make this today. idk it’s something new for me but i hope this helps someone out there.
0:00: random rambling and talking about my zit
1:53: who i am
2:19: earliest memories surrounding drugs
5:30: first times smoking and drinking
6:41: revelations about my dad
9:53: my dads manic breakdown
12:00: last time hanging out with my dad
13:52: the day my dad committed su*cide
17:00: getting into drugs
19:05: getting signed to cash money
21:46: moving to LA
23:45: deciding to get clean
27:05: getting creative again without drugs
28:00: not getting sober for myself
30:02: romanticizing the troubled artist
30:56: learning to heal again
32:20: relapsing on alcohol
36:15: YOU CAN CHANGE
36:54: become the man you always needed
39:26: positive action to combat addiction